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What to Do When Grieving the Loss of Friends

Recently, I had two painful experiences with friends. One is leaving our church because I am too conservative on an issue, and another threatened to leave because they thought I’m too liberal on another subject.




Both encounters hurt. I lost sleep and a lot of tears over both of these painful experiences.


Years ago, my pastor and friend Joe Wittwer told me, “Everybody’s leaving.” He was referring to the all too common exit of people from a church. I was not too fond of it when he said that then; I still don’t like it. But he’s right. (Only Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever.)


However, every time someone leaves our church, I ache a bit—every time.


Sure, my ego is wounded (I prefer being liked and loved), but far more than that, I grieve the loss of someone I value and love.


Occasionally, I’ve tried to convince people to stay. I tell them, “You know, there’s no perfect church and no perfect pastor!” I attempt to remind them that unity is not uniformity; we can have differences. I sometimes point out their decision will make a negative impact on other relationships.


But more often than not, people do what they want to do, and few reconsider based on my input.





Everybody is leaving. At some point, right or wrong, justified or not, we humans are sometimes a fickle and consumer-driven lot when we get disgruntled. (And I include myself in that as well.)


Okay, enough whining. Even though Moses met directly with God, and performed some pretty cool miracles, he still had follower issues—and I’m no Moses.


So what am I learning (again) through this season of loss?


1.  Stop expecting to be the perfect leader.


I fail. Sadly, on a fairly regular basis, I think, say, or do something I shouldn’t. I am an excellent repenter (it comes with practice), but I’m never surprised by my humanity.


So, if I’m not perfect, why am I so shocked when others don’t respond to or treat me perfectly?


I have never wanted people to put me on a pedestal. Consequently, I really shouldn’t be blown away when someone discovers something about me that they disapprove of. Like it or not, as an imperfect leader, I will not always be listened to, valued, or loved—and it’s okay.


It’s impossible to be liked by everyone all of the time. (For heaven’s sake, there are times when I don’t like myself!)


When I lose a friend, a co-worker, or a parishioner because I’m not perfect, that shouldn’t send me into a tailspin of despair. If it does, I will be stuck in misery because I’m never going to be the perfect leader or pastor.


Enough said.



2.  Stop expecting other people to be perfect. 


Imperfection abounds. No one is perfect, and that means people follow imperfectly just as I sometimes lead imperfectly. Why am I stunned when a follower fails to follow?


Frankly, I have a log or two (or twenty) in my eye when it comes to not always following well!


Humans are broken. All. Of. Us. At some level, and in a surprising variety of ways, we prove that though we are holy vessels in Christ, we are also cracked pots.


Perhaps I need to lower my expectations and not be so upset when someone goes human on me.


I must forgive as I am forgiven.


I must unconditionally love as I am loved.


I must show mercy and grace to those who don’t deserve it because I never deserve it either.


When I stop and remember how patient and kind God is with me, it helps me maintain a heart of compassion toward those who intentionally or unintentionally wound me.


Hurt people hurt people. (And that includes me too.) But to the degree that I remember how loved I am—I love.



3.  It’s okay to grieve, but don’t get stuck in sorrow.


I like to think of myself as a “glass half full” sorta guy, but that’s not truly my natural bent. In fact, I can get pretty melancholy at times.


My doc asked me during my last physical if I struggled with depression at all. I replied, “No, I don’t really struggle with depression; I kinda like it.” (Side note: That went on my medical file, and when I went into the emergency room months later, the nurse asked me, “Are you still struggling with depression?)




Here’s where I’ve landed on this whole depression thang: Lots of great men (and women) wrestled with the blues at times. Elijah was a train wreck after being threatened by Jezebel. David was overwhelmed by life’s unfairness and pretty darn grumpy about it. Peter wanted to give it all up and go back to fishing after he blew it.


It’s okay to be sad about your failures and the sins of others against you. It’s okay to be a little bit mad. It’s even okay to want to crawl into a hole from time to time.


Just don’t stay there too long.


Shake off the dust. Pull yourself together. Then fix your eyes on the joy to come rather than the pain you’re in at the moment.



I suppose “shaking off the dust” could sound a bit cold-hearted. And to be clear, I’m not saying people or relationships are nothing but dust.


However, you can’t let the opinions, beliefs, or attitudes of others about you squash your God-given purpose.


You’re hurt. You’re a mess. I understand, and I’m sorry.


It’s good to grieve. (It’s part of the healing process.)


But then get up and get moving.


Get refocused, and get back to the work of the Kingdom.


God’s not done with you yet.


As a matter of fact, God delights in using cracked pots and broken people to do incredible things because He gets to be the hero of our story.


And He is.



“We have this treasure in jars of clay,

to show that the surpassing power

belongs to God and not to us.

2 Corinthians 4:7 (ESV)

Kurt Bubna

Kurt W. Bubna has published seven books, is an internationally recognized blogger, conference and retreat speaker, as well as an experienced life and leadership coach. Bubna has over forty years of experience working with individuals, teams, and a wide variety of business and non-profit organizations.

This Post Has 18 Comments

  1. Bishop Noah Muzeya

    This is powerful and educative. We deal with this so often. I am neither perfect nor my friend, neighbor, co-worker etc is perfect. The solution is to forgive and to forget. Very encouraging Pastor Kurt Bubna -my Dad/mentor. Thank you

    1. KurtBubna

      As you indicated, Noah, this challenge is global (in Africa too). Thank you for your kind words. Honored to have you as a son in the faith and a co-worker in God’s kingdom. You are loved.

  2. Julene Trimborn

    In 40 years of ministry of all the difficult things we dealt with this for us was one of the hardest! Thanks for a real heartfelt article.

    1. KurtBubna

      Hi, someone asked me, “Why did you write this; it’s too personal.” My response, “I wrote it for pastors, leaders, and any human who’s ever been through rejection.” Thank you Julene for the encouragement.

  3. Ronna Snyder

    OMW, Kurt!!! Probably some of your BEST writing ever! Thank you, friend!

    1. KurtBubna

      Hi Ronna, coming from one of my favorite authors (you), that means a lot. Thank you! You are loved…

  4. Sue Tarmann

    Pastor Kurt, I am so sorry. I am praying for you and for your friend……..trusting God’s work in both of you in this situation. We suffer loss and grieve for something all through this life……..some are just harder than others.

    Praise the Lord Always, sue.

    1. KurtBubna

      Hi Sue, Thank you for your concern and compassion. I’m good now. As you know (better than most), grieving is a process. And I write as a form of therapy for me! One of the situations has already been resolved even! God is good and so is my heart. Love you!

  5. Jan Barter

    I woke this morning sad and confused by the news that I will be losing a friend. I pray that the loss is only by distance. I have been told what the reason is and it caused me to reflect on what my heart feels on the same issue that she is dealing with. Pastor Kurt your blog has helped and I appreciate your care and concern you give to us each week. Grateful thanks.

    1. KurtBubna

      Thank you, Jan, love and appreciate you a ton! Miss you too!

  6. Marna Rickey

    My Pastor and friend, your loved and imperfect and that my friend has been my greatest example as I walk out my life. Love you and always pray for you!

    1. KurtBubna

      Smiling and crying just a bit . . . thank you, Marna.

  7. Doug Fisher

    Thank you Kurt for you honesty, humility and leadership.
    Yes we are all broken people. It does hurt when we mess up. and you are right. Keep your eyes on Jesus!1
    God Bless

    1. KurtBubna

      Yep, broken but not busted! Thanks, Doug.

  8. Steve Petry

    Thanks Kurt. Being a pastor for many years my heart resonates with what you’ve shared today. It never gets any easier to work through the loss of friends who leave the church especially when it’s because of the cracks in me as a fragile jar of clay. I feel like I’m in no mans land in this climate of COVID19 and much needed racial and justice reform. No matter what I say or do it seems like I’ve got somebody ticked off at me. Crisis exposes the fault lines in all of us as well as in our culture. Once again, Thanks for being you. You are appreciated. Steve

    1. KurtBubna

      Wow, Steve. So well put (and I feel you brother). Thank you for the kind and encouraging words. I’m praying with and for you. Come, Holy Spirit, come!

  9. Bob

    Hang in there Kurt. We all need to “dust ourselves off” when we fall – or even when someone or something else trips us up.
    As you say, people all leave us, sooner or later, one way or another (that includes death).
    God it the only one who never does.
    Paul said “as much as it depends on YOU, be a peace with all men”, but sometimes there is nothing we can do as individuals to sway the decisions or behaviors of others.
    We can’t let other people’s decisions about a disagreement change our convictions.
    We just have to do the best we can to be at peace with them and leave the results in God’s hands.
    Keep on keeping on and standing on the truth of the Gospel.

    1. KurtBubna

      Bob, I love and appreciate you so much! You always encourage me and that means more than you know right now. Thank you!

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